~embarking on a new 'life'~ its chinese Os tomorrow.. ahhhhh... damn scared!!! *sob* i am prayin for ur guidance from up above.. i hope tt the paper isn't too difficult... *prayin*
2005-05-29 at 3:34 p.m.
o.O National age!!! omg.. come to think of it.. i am scared.. i missed trng 2dae.. cause tomorrow got Os.. den how?.. tomorrow oso got national age!!! die sia.. )))): haix.. i dun noe wat i am thinking now.. i just know tt i dun hate u.. its already all over.. there is nothin left for me to continue on.. i just wish u all the best and wateva happens in the future.. i hope for the best.. i dun wan anything from u.. i dun wan any of it.. just do wateva u wan and stay away.. i dun care anymore.. i realli dun hate u.. everytime has been washed away.. i am not running away from u.. i am not miserable.. i just feel very good now.. i used to ponder over lots of stuff.. all the foolishness.. all the sadness.. all the laughter.. all the times tt i used to cherish... i guess now its all in the pages of my brain.. its gonna stay dere foreva.. but i choose not to flip those pages..
i have realised tt tis time.. i have grown out from tis hard time.. i have learnt alot from tis experience.. i have learnt to let go.. sometimes there are things tt are not worth my grip.. since its over.. its over.. i have learnt alot from my mates.. they are my examples.. they are my role models.. (((: thankew for being there when i needed u.. thankew for all those encouraging words.. thankew for everything..
i used to think tt u were everything.. but actualli.. u weren't.. now tt i closed the chapter of this period in my heart.. i embark on a new chapter.. let us embrace this new time.. where i will make my own history again... whether its good or bad.. no one noes.. meanwhile.. i will have to enjoy tis free life i have now.. i realised tt.. its tis period of free thinking tt i miss most.. i miss when i am myself and not someone whom i am not.. wearing a different mask everyday.. and foolishly wasting my time on u.. are u ready for my new chapter?.. we always have to learn and grow from our oldself.. den can we make use of the precious times of our lives..
-closing the forbidden chapter in my mind-
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